Glad you care about others on the internet. So do I. Visit me too?
Possible TW: suicide ideation, and general crazy thinking
I have been trying to figure out why I haven’t been on here for a long time. I tried to make excuses (I’m needing to move towards making ‘real’ friends out in the ‘real’ world, I don’t know what’s really going on inside my head so how can I put it into words, etc) but they kept just being excuses. Maybe the truth is I have learned to care for fellow bloggers and I was 1) afraid of contaminating others 2) wanting to please everyone and try to act healthy, which I am far from right now.
When I read others posts where they say “I had a good day…I wasn’t suicidal” my first thought, for a very long time now, has been “that is not my idea of a good day”. I wake up every day wanting to be suicidal, searching…
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