Family
Friends
Curiosity
Creativity
Sleep
The ability to faint when pain gets too great
The lessened fear of death with age
Prolonged infancy developing into love
The “religious” or “spiritual” gene serving to draw people together beyond family lines*
Mathematics, which leads us to believe that this is a rational world
The aesthetic experience and beauty
The cherishing of nostalgic memories
Reports of a sense of peace associated with near death or dying experiences
The survival instinct which permits life on the planet to evolve
Consciousness so that we can reflexively experience
Language
Music
Pets
Word Press
Chocolate
Humor– the saving grace
*Altho aspects of this is also a problem
NANMYKEL.COM 
Thanks Again
For Sharing
Nan And Yes
Gratitude For
i Remember LoSinG
Effective Use of
Eyes And Ears
In 2008
Darn
i Was
Really Looking
Forward to HDTV
And YouTube Yet
True Without
Losing
That
Functionality
i Would likely
Have Rotted Away
At
Work
Perhaps
Never Exercising
FullY iN PLaY
A Creative Step
And Word of
Active Dance
Song
Again
Rotting
In Front
Of A Screen
With
No
Dance
And Song
Of Soul
To Give
And
Share Free
Again
Thanks
For Giving
And Sharing
Coloring Life’s Breath🌊💫
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What happened in 2008?
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After 11 Years of Chronic to Acute Work Related Stress i Developed a Synergy
of Life Threatening Disorders Counting 19, Where the Most Severe Malady
Was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Commonly Termed The Suicide Disease
Moving Into 2008 With the Other Yet to Be Diagnosed Disorders…
This Pain Like A Dentist Drill in My Right Eye and Ear for
66 Months From Wake to Sleep that No Drug Would
Touch Not only Shut me in my Home But Shut me
in My Head Without Even Any Memory of
A Feeling of A Smile For 33 Months…
Just Shut-in my Head until on
Thanks Giving Day of 2010
i Turned the Computer
Screen Down Late
That Night
Taking
Off Prescription
Glasses Where Any
Light Then or Additional
Ocular Focus Made the Pain
That Much Worse and Started
A Journey of A Mountain of One
Word of Pain a few inches from an
Almost Dark Screen to Barely See it
to Start to Write and Write More Just
basically to get my Mind off of ending
my Life in truly Never Ending Hell some
of the Other Disorders Included Sjorgren’s
Syndrome Where my Eyes Quit Making Tears
And Dysautonomia Where My Blood Pressure
Would Not Synch with my Heart as my Autonomic
Nervous System was Damaged From the Stress
And Out of Balance Along with Fibromyalgia And
A Cocktail of Mental Disturbances that isn’t Hard
to imagine And yes it is When All is Pain And Numb
Where Every
Second is
Really A
Thousand
Years in
Hell and this
is why i Do Happy
Eternally Now for i understand…
what ‘the other place’ is as well
Perspective and Gratitude for Every
Breath Now as then i had no idea if
i would ever be able to make it Through
the Next Second of Life as in that place then
All Is Time As Is in This Place Now Time is not even
Relevant Nor is Distance, Space, or Matter Yes At
Least when
i am
Dancing
Singing
NoW iN
Autotelic
Flow Escaping
A Neo-Cortex of
Potential Worries
Illusions of Past and
Future that once took me
Down Now Basically iFly Free
WiTH SMiLes
If You ever
Meet another
Person in A Real
Heaven Within
Ask them
Where
They’ve
Been For they
too may have
Tread Where
Even Demons Fear to See..
Thanks For Asking Nan
Keep the Spirit
of Gratitude
my
FRiEnD
For this is all my
Life is now
Every
Breath
Gratitude indeed..
And i Will Tell this Same
Story a Zillion Instances
Wherever i go as there was no
One Who Could Relate with what
i was going through then particularly
The Pain that was invisible to everyone
Else that took 2 Years to Get Diagnosed
People
Didn’t
Think
i should
Whine so Much
About it and i learned
Really that Most everyone
Still can’t imagine what it was
like as i sure didn’t know Hell
existed before then on Earth Within..
Not Saying
Life is
Fair
But
i Do make
It EPiC Fun ALWaYS Now
for me at least as my Mother
Said Why not You in Hell and
Now i say
i am
In Heaven
Why Not Again
As in ‘this Place’
There is No Reasons or Why’s Just DO..:)
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