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Jill Dennison Reblog-Passing of Elijah Cummings
Published October 17, 2019 by Nan MykelFor more, visit Filosofa’s Word

IF YOU SEE A ROBOT ON THE ROAD–
Published October 16, 2019 by Nan MykelKILL IT! (Heading taken from Sheldon Kopp’s If You See Buddha on the Road, Kill Him,)
I went to bed last night slightly depressed after reading much in Daniel Dennett’s book From Bacteria to Bach and Back–The Evolution of Minds.
Last night I dreamed I had gotten a ride with two other women, and we spent the night in a hotel. I was in a room by myself and they shared a room down the hall. The next day I had a lot of stuff to repack and fit into their vehicle. The owner of the vehicle was driving and I feared she was going the wrong way. The landscape was unfamiliar and I learned she had not been following a map. I wasn’t sure even what state we were in. I looked at the sun which was several degrees to the right overhead, and was unsure myself if we were going in the right direction. There was a tie-in toward the end of the dream with a regular meeting at my house every Wednesday. I didn’t send out a notice about it, but motivated people showed up. I am unsure of the status of that arrangement at the end. School was out and people were leaving for home. I didn’t know if anyone would come at all. Perhaps a few came before I got home and settled themselves in. I had not prepared wine or food for them, however.
Themes: Group communication (recuring)
Lacking vittels (little to offer others) (recuring)
Not in control of my destination.
Lost.
Before retiring last night I had been bothered by Dennett quoting
“Comprehension is so passe, so vieux jeux, so old-fashioned! Who needs understanding when we can all be the beneficiaries of artifacts that save us the ardurous effort?” (Feynman ?) …Dennett observes, however, that the supply of high tech repair persons is dwindling or non-existent (p 407)
Dennett quotes Chomsky, “we accept the best explanation science can give us…It doesn’t matter what we can conceive any more. We’ve given up on that.” (Dennett, 374).
How can we willingly turn over our reason to robots? Perhaps emergence has led us so, but as E.O. Wilson and even Dennett has observed, current humans are becoming more capable of impacting our evolution. It could be in a benevolent way, but is surrendering our comprehension benevolent? Perhaps only if one wants to change the meaning of human.
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I’ve recently realized how much of a 2-way street the connection between the Conscious and Unconscious is. I was about to write a treatise on how to connect with the Unconscious, when I realized the many ways the Unconscious tries to get in touch with us. Is that anthropormophizing? They’re both human, not animals. If not human, then what?
Freud spoke of dreams as the royal road to the unconscious. Is it perhaps the other way round?
I’d better go find something to eat. Why have I recently turned vegetarian?
A WHAT-IS-IT?
Published October 15, 2019 by Nan MykelALAS THE POOR CLICHÉ
Once a cliché was all there was
In the land of milk and honey 
If the cat’s got your tongue,
A frog’s in your throat,
Down in the dumps
While crying out loud
With the screaming meemies
You’re really in a pickle.
While he’s sleeping like a log
Drunk as a skunk,
Seeing stars,
A pain in the neck,
Low man on the totem pole
Who speaks with a forked tongue,
He’s the one wearing pants,
The big man on campus.
Nan may re-work this some day.
In Defense of Being Human – poem
Published October 13, 2019 by Nan MykelI’m sorry, okay?
My footprints are bigger than yours.
I don’t ration trips to the stores.
I don’t know my neighbors and
they don’t know me. But
Hey, I’m shy, that’s why.
I’ve unanswered letters galore–
don’t dish up food for the poor.
I fail to keep promises
and tend to run late
In my heart I know that
I am a cheapskate.
My dark side holds sway
Even during the day–
A non-vegetarian
Unitarian, a retired lady
Of leisure but hey,
I’m sorry. Okay?
nm 2011
I HATE IT WHEN…
Published October 13, 2019 by Nan Mykel
I’m trying to purchase a book online and it’s difficult and they make you pay for the phone call for help. Are they trying to separate the wealthy wheat from the poor chaff? I go surfing for the book instead.
My Mental Mire
Published October 12, 2019 by Nan Mykel
On my fifth birthday, riding on the swinging garage doors, I wondered about life. I wondered about the essence of awareness of conscious existence. Why was there no connection between my awareness and that of others? What did existing entail? My first five years had only served to confuse.
I saw two sets of worlds: the world of myself as against all others, and the world of children as against adults. I never believed I would grow up. Not really. One thing worried me especially: would I essentially change as I grew up, or would the me of myself remain constant?
That afternoon by the garage on my fifth birthday I resolved to keep in contact with myself. From birthday to birthday. I promised myself on my fifth birthday. I promised myself to keep in touch with myself on every proceeding birthday. More times than not, I keep the faith. I re-familiarize myself with the five year old and touch base.
Not long ago I came across a letter written five years after that fifth birthday. It was addressed to the me of the future. It read:
Hello, How are you? What do you think? Have you changed?
Of course I’ve changed, and for the worse, as do all people growing up. Childhood is the age of innocence and wonder and faith in the infallibility of adults. Since my childhood my innocence has been tainted by knowledge, my wonder has been dulled by complacency, and my faith in mankind has been demoralized by observation. I can still remember the jarring shock I received when I saw an adult act in childish temper.
I feel somehow guilty that I have changed. It seems I should have kept the girl of five alive to a greater extent than I have. I make compensation to some degree on my birthdays, when I remember.
The Sound
Published October 11, 2019 by Nan MykelShe lies upon clean cotton sheets, a cocoon

curled into itself inside this benevolent
holding cell, mesmerized by the soft
click clicking of the overhead fan
whispering that she is still alive. During the
split second as she is siphoned away with
no warning, will she realize why the sound has stopped?
nm circa 2014
Dear Bo
Published October 10, 2019 by Nan MykelBo’s heart is beating loudly and
pain shoots through his head.
The red-eyed drooling dog is mad
and we all wish him dead
except for little Willie B.
who still loves his old pet
and runs to embrace him
and hug him round the neck.
A shot rings out and Bo goes down.
The boy stumbles to the ground.
Why oh why did he have to die?
Only a sigh is his reply.
nm circa 2014
ANNOUNCEMENT
Published October 10, 2019 by Nan Mykel
I’ve changed my mind (and not for the first time). I’ve decided not to get completely organized by the time of my surgery in February, but to work on it for 15 minutes a day and the rest of the day continue finishing my new (just started) book. Earlier I had sworn never to write another non-fiction book, and I changed my mind about that, too. I wonder if changing one’s mind is a sign of old age or renewal or no sign at all?
I decided this last night and decided to follow my advice in Stepping Stones to the Depths, which I am just beginning and whose contents I can’t publish if I or my literary executor try to get it published–following my own advice as I go. This journey of my experience in writing the book will appear on my page on Dreams on this blog. I still haven’t gotten clear about entering on pages and/or blog proper, but I’m sure I’ll be finding out soon.
Anyway, for two days now I’ve been a vegetarian, and last night’s long dream brought me several new/old ideas about my topic (different ways to visit the unconscious).
The whistleblowers are civil servants, like antibodies fighting the cancer in our political system. (Reblog from Jilldennison quoting Thomas Friedman in the NY Times.)