Photo by Nan
COVID REVERIE
Snow is on the ground
I am snug in bed
What will I feel
When I am dead?
The child’s stark cry
Of where did she go?
Still puzzles me
I just don’t know
Gone in a second
Quick as a blink
I won’t have words
With which to think
Go with the flow
I can’t tell me
What’s the good of
A college degree?
Ha! don’t I wish that…
Memory was gone
Bad things said and
bad things done.
Bad is a word and
I won’t have those
But tears are wet
As everyone knows
What am I made of
Not sugar and spice
Maybe crawdads and
Poo and not a thing nice
But bereft of a heart
I can still feel. Yes I can
And sense old friends
In La La Land
Lacking ears to hear
Or heart to pound
I can still make out the
Celestial sound
We lost a lot
When words came to stay
And nibble away knowing
The old fashioned way.
Dead, I am mycelium
A piece of the whole
No lungs but I breathe
An old old soul
Dead to the world
I live with old friends
Who welcome me back
Again and again.
Nan January 29, 2022